02.16.25 - In seeking spiritual attainment
and moral perfection and perfect conviction,
I am really only rejecting vulnerability.
My hurt will always be with me.
It is who I am.

02.09.25 - Made this little thingy scrollable.

01.18.25 - I am rewriting parts of broom
and I hope I will find it a more suitable ending.
In making art, I sometimes find myself wanting to
evoke certain attitudes I endure now and then
that are bleak and hopeless. Where the magic of
the world is gone, the people around me seem plastic,
their expressions pre-fabricanted by some
programmatic deity that abandoned the project long ago,
and my eternal participation in it all a mere ritual of
observing the vacant horror over and over in perpetuity.
Certainly, one can write effectively
on these matters, but I don't feel the current
ending of broom succeeds one way or the other.
And if it's not going to be a successful horror
book, I should probably give the Nightjars a
better ending.
Ta-ta,
-Ellsif